One Step Back, Two Steps Forward
Mind Games!
In
her book Wishcraft:
How to Get What You Really Want, Barbara
Sher has some great ideas about how to move ahead. One
of them: every day do something that moves you ahead.
every day.
And if you find you're not moving ahead,
break down the item for the day into something
smaller. Why? The fact
you're not doing it means it's too big! (Like
today's item of 'find babysitter' might become 4 days of items:
'call neighbor' 'get reference/number' 'call number' 'think
on it.')
So, I finally caved.
I wanted to think 'Canter Tammy today'
was a bite-size, doable. chunk.
Nope.
I will skip how many days I kept telling
myself it was a bite-size, doable. chunk.
Just to make it credible, every now and
again I actually would canter her. And I would
live. I would pat myself on the back, itch her neck,
kudos all around. And then the next day I would start
the internal dialogue all over again - 'no need for the
round pen .... we can ride in the ring... we did fine
with the wind... we did fine with the doggies ... it's hot
enough... well, tomorrow we'll do it for sure...'
blah blah blah.
We're running out of summer here!
I need to get this horse to the point of where canter is
totally 'o la - big whoop!'
So I caved.
I called in a safety net. And I
took step back.
I now have a live person that is walking
out to the picadero and standing there while I *actually*
canter the horse. No excuses. Wind blowing, dogs
in the bushes, neighbor doing God only knows
what... (seriously, what *is* he doing?!)
What's the deal? Do the panels
help her stay calm? Do they help me stay calm?
Does this person (who knows next to nothing about horses)
... do what for me? Hold me to my word? Like, I
made them walk out there, now I better do it?
Kind of like, I'm in an exercise class with 20 other people,
I better do my crunches!? They're watching! (?!)
So I suck it up. I set her up, I set myself up, I
push the button, we canter, life is fabulous.
(WTH!)
OK - to cut myself some slack, I ride bareback and the
problem is not going *into* the canter, it's coming out of
it. Or rather, what might happen before we get out of
it. Yesterday my person was probably thinking I was
pretty nuts - when it looks good it looks totally good,
until I was leading her back into the barn and she startled
in the stall. The same one we were in earlier,
btw. Over what? uh... the clod of dirt?
the shadow? a leave twitching in the paddock?
Who knows! That's the thing with this horse.
Ryan Gingerich (Beyond
a Whisper: Training Horses with a New Language from the
Behaviorist) is big on four times. Do it four
times and be done. The horse doesn't need to get
drilled. Jim McCall is similar. Don't put your
horse to sleep! Get in, get out, get done.
So we've done the 'magical fours,' but I'm not quite
ready to head back out to the arena with killer chickens,
killer trees, killer sand.... So my new plan is: five
more days in the 'padded
bubble room,' four times each lead. Then
re-evaluate.
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